Jobs and Poetry

Jobs. I hate the search. I have spent countless hours for the past weeks filling out applications and visiting these jobs to try and acquire ONE! not two or three or four, but ONE!! It's not like I blame the businesses. The economy is pretty much shot. BANG!

Also. I've been writing a lot recently. At weird times too! Like...sometimes at four in the morning...or when I'm cleaning. Just...randomly. So I have this writer's flow..but I lose it after a few minutes, which really sucks.


Here are a few I've started:

"My hands are stained an erubescent red. No amount of cleansing will rinse the sorrow away. How many times must I hail Mary to receive repentance? I cry for help, but these calls go unanswered."


AND


"Can you help me move these knives from the back of me.
There's bound to be scars with wounds this deep."


I have another poem..but It's almost finished! It should be up sooon. I mostly write dark and gloomy. Don't get me wrong, I love to write it that way, but I'm not that dark and gloomy of a person. I just have stronger emotions in that type of writing. And I mostly write when I'm feeling 'blah'.
I'll write a happy one in short time. I just need the inspiration. Maybe my older sister will get pregnant sometime soon and I can become an Aunt!!...or maybe it'll be something a little less blissful than that. But there's always hope! hahaha!




I know when most people read these type of blogs..they don't give any input on how the blog makes them feel...or what the blogger has written about. But, please, feel free to input. I enjoy a persons critical eye on the poems I write. They are part of my life. I think I'd be an english major if it weren't for all those essays I'd have to do! Instead..I'll stick to my Marine Science and Theater Majors. =]

P.S. I love you all! Thanks for reading!



(New Earrings!!!!!!!!)
~Brigette~